October 2010
Good day.
First. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY NICK. <3! ! ! ! ! And.
SECONDLY I GOT A JOB BITCHESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS.
And I’m ct. Done.
Sup.
Got a job interview tomorrow. LOL. 4:15 bitches.
Where’s nick? Does he realize I have school tomorrow and can’t hang out late?
GRAD BREAKFAST TOMORROW. HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO LOOK GOOD FOR AN INTERVIEW WITH THAT.
I love my grandma.
Lying here with you I watch you while you sleep The dawn is closing in With every breath you breathe I can feel the change The change you’ve made in me But will I ever see All the things you see in me When you say that I’m one of a kind Baby, I don’t see it but you believe That I’m so strong and true, I promise you I’ll try to be that kind of man Because you love...
I dream, to hold you in my arms.
I like the way things are now, I’m content. I’m excited for the future, and I’m excited I embrace the past. I like that I get motivated at random times and remind myself what my goals are this year, it’s a good feeling. Grade 12, 2 months in, since when? It’s moving all too quickly but I won’t fight it. Grad 2011 baby.
OH YEAH HALLOWEEN, SO STOKED.
Woohoo.
Imran just left, the next time I see him is when I go up to Kelowna in December to SNOWBOARD ALL DAY LONG FOR 3 DAYS STRAIGHT AT SILVERSTAR AND BIGWHITE. WOOOOOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.
Best thing.
You know that feeling you get when you feel that everything is going to be better than you had hoped? I felt that every second, of every moment yesterday. And what’s better is when someone can make you feel that. It’s the best thing. Also, my dad’s surprise party was so good, he was so happy, it made me so happy.
I’m ready to tackle what needs to get done, with the right...
Saturday was amaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaazzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzziiiiiiiiiiiiiinggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg.
So much fun. :)
Rattled/ happy
I’m so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so happy. Being with him completely refreshes me and gives me a boost of happiness for the rest of the week. He’s the greatest, I’m excited for the future.
And I’m rattled about my grad pictures, it’s horrid. I look drunk with bad hair, bad eyebrows and bad everything.
You need to hear me out, and they said speak now.
Life feels fast and good at the moment. School is hectic, in the good way where I feel like I’m doing something, moving towards a goal. And family is good. Just there is these things I can’t get past. A friend, a problem, things you can control but you need two to do it.
God damn, I just want Taylor Swift’s new album to come out so she can speak about my problems because like...
“Everything inside of me surrenders, you can’t silence my love.”
There's more to it.
I feel so great, and fresh. And happy in the way that is completely unusual! Yesterday was fantastic! Like 9/10 day. The extra 1 would be if I saw Nick. But went to the car wash, that was cool. Then Andrea. myself and Beaner went to hang out with Terrace boys, AND IT WAS THE MOST FUN I’VE HAD IN SUCH A LONG TIME. I think I made a few friends that I want to actually talk to! Uvic, BCIT, all...
