You will always be,
the best thing that’s ever been mine.
I'm going to fall asleep to Taylor Swift,
and I hope it makes me feel better. But I have this feeling, it won’t.
I'm not much for dancing but for you I did.
Your name, forever the name on my lips.
There I just said it, I'm scared you'll forget...
Don’t say a word, just come over and lie here with me. ‘cause I’m just about to set fire to everything I see.
I had that exact phase like a week ago, not even. Anyways, Cypress was awesome today. Woke up at 6:40am, bussed to Shana’s got a ride to Cypress, had orientation till 10:30, snowboarded ate lunch at 1. Snowboarded more. Sprained my thumb. And stopped at 4. Shuttled to west van, got mcdicks, took the sea bus by myself because I’m impatient. BUS AT FUCKING Lougheed didn’t come for...
My aunt's house where Thanksgiving was held! :)
It’s finally MY thanksgiving! Going to the states with the famjam at my aunt’s ballin’ house to celebrate thanksgiving since my family is American! :) WOOOHOO. Will miss my brother being there. Post secondary day was a success I loved t! Uvic and BCIT were AWESOME! I’m really considering BCIT, but UVIC WAADAP! :) Here’s a toast to the horrible transit drivers, fuck...
Though, my heart aches with love for you.
All this university and deciding what school I’m going to go to is hard. I thought I knew I was going to for sure leave, but I honestly am not even sure if I’m ready to leave everyone behind, not just friends, but the everyday people. Anyways, other than that huge thing on my mind, I’m not sure what’s happening with everything in my life! I feel like it’s together...
Bloody knuckles accomplished. And UBC presentation also accomplished, kinda pumped to apply there. Going to hang out with Nick then finish everything that needs to be done. Grad picture posted on facebook yaaay!
A smile is a curve that can set a lot of things straight.
My best uncle ever gave me $100 scrilla, owed dad $40, so I have $60 and I get paid on the 3rd of December! New snowboard next week? And I just ate a 16 piece sushi meal and soup, mmm. Today is awesome. I’m so pumped to do homework, LET’S FINIS THIS MOTHER FAWWWWKAH.
Online courses, I shall tackle you in December.
Went to my teachers afterschool today with Steph. Got 78% in English! And 80% in Law and AP Pysch, History I’m not so sure about but that’s okay because I’m getting 91% in online Geo! You know what that means everyone? I can get into UVIC! OR UBCO! Bitches, say what. I kind of want to go to Capliano but who knows! POINT IS, after I’m done finishing with these online...
Grad Picture that I will post on Facebook in the...
My hands are still freezing after being inside for...
After leaving Shana’s this morning, and not attending law courts with Steph. I went home got my library stuff. I bussed down somewhere into New West got my SIN number. Came back, met Steph went to get coffee, went to the library. Then had to take the 154 to Braid and then go to work to hand my sin in, and waited for the bus for 20 minutes, and then came home. Time to work on history...
And I think about summer, all the beautiful times. I watched you laughing from the passenger side and, realized I loved you in the fall
Christopher Cross- Sailing
I’m done work now! Even though I got up at 6:50 this morning.. I met some awesome people, actually scratch that, I have the best coworkers, not like Chapters at all! And there so down to earth and awesome, and I GET 40% OFF awe yeah. And I get paid in 3 weeks. And I have a headset and all that jazz, I’m actually so pumped on my job.
“I got to hold her today!” -Nick (referring to a baby) “Awe how cute is she!”- Me “Super cute, she’s soo miniature its great, I think I’m gunna get one” - Nick “A BABY?!!? I’m pretty sure that’s illegal.” - Me “But there so perfect, like a little model.” - Nick “She must be cute for you wanting to steal...
My dad sent me an email with the subject as...
It had many many jokes along with this one. Why were hurricanes usually named after women? Because when they arrive, they’re wet and wild, but when they go, they take your house and car LOL I guess we’re all sick in my family. Reason Why It’s So Hard To Solve A Redneck Murder: All the DNA is the same.
Dear Stephanie Tan: I love spending time with you. Daniela, all 3 of us need to hang out asap.
If fear hasn’t killed me yet, then nothing will. All the suffering, and all the pain, never left a name. I’m in the war of my life, at the door of my life. Out of time and there’s nowhere to run.
I've got a hammer And a heart of glass, I got to...
My boy got his car snowed on.
All I want,
is to spend time with you. To not ever have doubt in my mind. To remind myself of everything we are and why. All I want is to be with you, so stop being a clueless jerk and get your act together.
Rattled, and disappointed, and I just want to swear.
I JUST GOT ACCEPTED TO DO WORK EXPERIENCE AT CYPRESS!!!!!!!! FREE SEASON PASS. BEST FUCKING DAY EVER. I’M SERIOUS. LAW COURTS, MCDONALDS, COFFEE, CYPRESS MOUNTAIN, ( THING STEPH KNOWS ABOUT) AND THINGS TO LOOK FORWARD TOO. So happy.
What's the point of prolonging the inevitable?...
That was Toy Story quoted just ps, I should have used that..HMMM I HAVE A DAY LEFT TO FIX MY MISTAKES. Today was so much fun at the law courts! I honestly loved every moment. Even with the rain, that made it that much more exciting. I’m stoked to go on Monday to see the rest of the 2nd degree murder trial, anyone is welcomed to come with! Steph, Andrea, and I are going back! I told Steph...
I sent my write up in.
It took me so long.
jokai: youbuiltme: I take it scanning didn’t go so hot? WEBCAM PICZ. jokai: I can go give it a shot right now, but my dad isn’t home and I think he might need to fix it on his computer or something. I’ll try though! All I can ask for is you trying so thanks in advance home slice. Hopefully it works!! :) Also, WEB CAM. :)
I take it scanning didn’t go so hot? WEBCAM PICZ.
youbuiltme: I will go to the animal shelter and get you a kitty cat. I will let you fall in love with that kitty cat. And then on some dark cold night, I’ll steal away into your home and punch you in the face. jokai: I recognize this! I just can’t remember for the life of me where it’s from! :S It’s from GLEE!
Write up material.
I will go to the animal shelter and get you a kitty cat. I will let you fall in love with that kitty cat. And then on some dark cold night, I’ll steal away into your home and punch you in the face.
Can you believe it?
I have at least 2 nice shots from retakes! Modesty is key. But I messaged it to all my friends and they love it! I’m happy with one of them the most. I’m so relived espcially since how I’ve been feeling lately.. Glee is on tonight. Time to buckle down and work, hard. I’m serious.
Writing my grad write up is tough.
I can’t tell if I want to make it a whole joke or actually take it seriously. AND THE BABY PICTURE, OH MY GOD, it’s tough.
You know when,
you feel like you’re really unattractive and just in that crap mood. I’m in that funk, and I feel like my only fix is to fix myself, but how do I start? Thankfully I start work on Sunday and it’ll distract me, and when I get money I can blow money to make me feel better, that’d be nice. I want to look and feel better.
You're the kind of reckless That should send me...
My mind forgets to remind me, you’re a bad idea. You touch me once and it’s really something, You find I’m even better than you imagined I would be. I’m on my guard for the rest of the world But with you I know it’s no good And I could wait patiently but I really wish you would… Drop everything now, meet me in the pouring rain. Kiss me on the sidewalk,...
It would be a lie to run away.
I need a reminder every so often, for anything. For friends, for my boyfriend, for school, but that reminder is crucial. I love everybody in my life! I wish I could tell them more often, but I will, and I start with saying I love Andrea, a lot.